I'm really worried for Michael right about now. He got struck with some kinda awful stomach ache and now he has to drive home after he had to take me home. As long as he calls. I'm just worried ( Read more... )

Its 1:30 or so in the morning and I've just gotten off the phone with Michael after a 2 and a half hour conversation. And its times and conversations like that that help me not to doubt myself. Since thats what I do nowadays ( Read more... )

I don't know if it was just me or what. But last night I think I got even closer to Michael. At one point I was sitting there after seeing another movie, Samurai X, and just thinking how nice this was. How happy I was. Then I put my head on his lap and just cried. He didn't notice. Which was good. I felt silly. Like what are you doing? Crying? But ( Read more... )